You have no idea the effect you have on me.

I have to force my heart to slow down.
I have to think before I speak
I have to not stutter
I have to watch where I walk.
I have to try not get lost in your eyes.
I have to not blush
I have to smile less so I don't look like a seed
I have to concentrate on how to breathe
I have to even remember how to breathe.

You make me forget all the things that cause pain and suffering
You make remember everything that makes people smile like idiots.
You are the light at the end of the tunnel.

I love you