Secret War for Love

There are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my own inner battle just for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I must plan out my every little word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resew

All these silent actions, so you will stay a while

Keeping you around just to see you smile.

Your sense of humor I can’t live without.

I love you more than I could scream and shout.

Whenever I'm with you my heart skips a beat

Because everything about you from your head to your feet.

Makes this private battle worth everything

Whenever I’m with you I just want to sing.

Everyone says you’re a drug for me

But honestly you are my vitamin C.

Forever and ever I’ll stay by your side

To be your friend, companion and guide.

Wow.

Its my..

30th  Blog Post


oh my god.
I must blog so much useless shit.
"Yes, yes you do"


Hows the hell is it number 30?
Jeepers.
"Creepers!"
Hahaha, good one.


Any way this is part of my poem I'm writing for my Yr12 English 3B course of study.
"Sounds smart huh?"
When its done I'll post it.

There are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my very own inner battle for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I plan out my every single word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resewThere are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my very own inner battle for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I plan out my every single word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resew

Its about why love is worth the inner battle we all go through.

It's an over exaggeration yeah yeah.

But I don't care (:

Have an 

Inside out

Upside down 

Diagonally spun day (:

Alex Skarsgard

Mmmm.

There's always that one person, 

No matter how long it's been 

Or how badly they've treated you

If they say I love you, 

You will say it back.

Letting go of someone you love will eventually hurt you like the person died, its not easy but theres no other way.

“I love you. And not, not in a friendly way, although I think we’re great friends. And not in a misplaced affection, puppy-dog way, although I love you. Very, very simple, very truly. You are the epitome of everything I have ever looked for in another human being. And I know that you think of me as just a friend, and crossing that line is the furthest thing from an option you would ever consider. But I had to say it. I just, I can’t take this anymore. I can’t stand next to you without wanting to hold you. I can’t, I can’t look into your eyes without feeling that, that longing you only read about in trashy romance novels. I can’t talk to you without wanting to express my love for everything you are.”



“I’m tired of being sad. I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of feeling empty inside. I’m tired of feeling worthless. I’m tired of feeling stuck. I’m tired of feeling crazy. I’m tired of being alone. I’m tired of yelling. I’m tired of pretending. I’m tired of dreaming of a life I will never have. I’m tired of missing things. I’m tired of missing people. I’m tired of remembering. I’m tired of wishing I could start all over. I’m tired of not being able to just let go. I’m tired of faking it. I’m tired of being different. I’m tired of being angry. I’m tired of needing help. I’m tired of always wondering when God is finally going to let me be happy. Most of all, I just I’m just tired of being tired.”

"We all fall in love with people we don't expect, in ways we don't expect, in times we do not expect and often, these people turn out to be someone they said they'll never be."

On a brighter note

MEGAN FOX

Yum (:

Do you know the differences between 

promises and memories?

We break promises

Whereas memories break us

Just because.

Just because we aren't together.

Doesn't mean,
I stop thinking about you everyday
When I see you my heart still races

Doesn't mean,
I stop dreaming of you

When you talk about other people and I seem okay
It doesn't mean, I'm not insanely jealous.

When I smile
Doesn't mean I'm happy
I wish I was still with you every single moment.

Just because we aren't together
Doesn't mean I love you any less.
My heart is still yours
You still have the key
and I don't care if you never give them back.
 As long as you know I still love you.

Love has never been defined and never will be.
We read novels about love without limitations, see movies about it on the big screen or TV, and that we can live happily ever after, but it’s not real life.
The fact of the matter is, our expectations are sometimes too high and the poor mate we choose can’t humanly live up to what our expectations are.
The word “grow up” is the key to this problem.
All couples have disagreements, lose their temper every so often, feel like they want to quit in the relationship and move on.
When we are young, love can be so magical or hurt to the very core of a person’s being and they feel like their life is over.
It is because of inexperience and, in youth one is learning.
Every heartbreak or every slight from another person you love helps you to become stronger and is a learning path as to what you really do want in a lifelong partner.
It ‘preps’ you for that one true love that I can promise you will meet in the future.
It’s a tough road sometimes, but we all have our disappointments and lost loves, but manage to live and forge on.
You will realize the guys or girls you ‘thought’ you loved really wasn’t love at all.

Love conquers everything, but does it?

We all know the saying 'Love conquers everything.'

But I've come to the realisation that it is false.
There is so much damage love can take.

After all the lying and all the pain.
Trust is demolished what's there to hold two people together.. Nothing

Don't say I'm worng.
Because in this situation I'm right.

Your feeling's won't change.
Mine haven't.
My heart is stilll their's.
I'm still completely and utterly in love with them.

It's easier to fall in love than to fall out of it..

This time it's goodbye.
Not see you later.
The relationship is done, it's finished.
But I still wish I could hold you in my arms and call you mine.

You have no idea the effect you have on me.

I have to force my heart to slow down.
I have to think before I speak
I have to not stutter
I have to watch where I walk.
I have to try not get lost in your eyes.
I have to not blush
I have to smile less so I don't look like a seed
I have to concentrate on how to breathe
I have to even remember how to breathe.

You make me forget all the things that cause pain and suffering
You make remember everything that makes people smile like idiots.
You are the light at the end of the tunnel.

I love you

Ten things for twenty10

I think it's time to tell the limited amount of people who read this blog,
something's about me, personally.
So people know I'm normal too.
"Pfft, yeah normal"


Here is 10 things you might not know about me.

1. I'm 2cm off being scientifically being called a midget
2. I'm considered a young adult.
3. I love science.
4. I'm getting my lip pierced at the end of this year.
5. I'm dying the tips of my hair blue after school ends.
6. I want a tattoo dedicated to my little sister who passed away
7. My favourite band's are All Time Low and The Maine
8. My two favourite male singer's in the world are Alexander William Gaskarth and John Cornelius O'Callaghan
9. I have my licence
10. I'm in love with a girl :)