Now you won't talk to me, I'm falling for you again.

I'm not your rag doll

Don't drag me along because it's convenient..
If you want something else throw me away and let me move on
Let someone else find me
and love me for me.
The entire time you never wanted me.
You just wanted someone to hug
To be there for you.

I'm glad someones found me
Cleaned me up.
And is treating me right
He loves me because he can
Because I'm me
and not just a convenience.
And you know what,
I love him too.

Have an
Inside Out
Upside Down
Diagonally Spun Night

Maybe it's time to let go.

True Love.

A person who truly loves you, will never let you go, no matter how hard the situation is.

Define: Love

Loving someone is more than just getting butterflies every time you think about them. It’s more than the bubbly anticipation that you get when you know they’re coming towards you smiling.

Love is when you want to be with someone no matter how much you fight, or have little disagreements 

Love is the feeling of caring for them no matter what, and it’s not just the fact that you need them…It’s more of a fact that you can’t stand not being around them. When you are growing up, you’ll probably think you’re in love at least a couple of times before you really are.

So how can you tell the difference between the real thing and infatuation? The thing that tells you the most is how you handle fights with the person. If you haven’t even fought, you’re probably not in love, because you’re still too starry-eyed and dazed by the bite of the love bug to get upset at them. When you do fight, is it your first impulse to leave, to just quit the relationship? That’s infatuation. If the only thing you can think about is how you’re going to sort it all out and make things work with them, you’re more than likely in love with that person. Love doesn’t turn tail and run at the first sign of trouble, do you?

Also, another way you can tell is if you truly have that person’s best interest at heart. Sure, you care about people you have a crush on-but it’s different. Try to think of the types of things your parents, or maybe your grandparents, do for each other. It’s probably almost an automatic reaction for them to worry whether the other has eaten, is warm or cold enough, is feeling ok, is comfortable, and happy. Are these the type of things you want for your boyfriend/girlfriend? If you’re thinking more about their well being than your own, it’s probably love. Love is unselfish and undying

Infatuation often causes people to spend a lot of time trying to impress the other person. Worrying about how you look, what you say, and how you act every time you’re around this person is something that fades away when you’re in love. Do you wonder why? Well it’s because you’re comfortable with this person, you know it doesn’t matter how you look to them, and you can be yourself around them. Last, you can usually tell you’re in love when other crushes no longer matter. Granted, it is human instinct to keep looking, but you no longer want to touch

You’ll know it’s love when you lose interest in going out with other people, when your thoughts center mainly on that one special person and when no one else’s comment s can turn your head in their direction. Love is faithful. Everyone always says that when you fall in love, you’ll know instinctively and in your heart. It’s true.

Did you know.

People change.
For better or for worse.
When people change for the better its quite amazing.

Past actions do not define who you are as a person.
Just because someone has a bad past
does that mean they should be judged upon that for the rest of their life?

Everyone deserves chances.
So they can learn from their mistakes and change.

People aren't sad all their life.
They learn to be happy and smile.

People aren't toddlers for ever.
They grow up and mature into adults.

People aren't heart breakers all their life.
They settle down eventually.

People aren't cheaters all their life.
They realise their mistakes and love monogamously.

Homo sapiens. Human Beings.
No matter what you call yourself.
You make mistakes.
How you react to this is what defines you.

Have an Iside out
Upside Down
Diagonally Spun
Day and Night

You're an idiot.

You can say what ever the hell you want to, about me.
You can all me a slut  a bitch and a whore.
WHATEVER the hell you want,
but when it comes to the people I love.
The person I would give up the world for
You can shut your mouth.
What kind of friend are you?
Fuck you.

"You can do and deserve better"

I've been told this over and over in my life,
but that's raises a question.
What if I don't want better.
What if I'm beyond happy with what I had or have.
Don't tell me who I should love.
Just don't

Look at you. You're young and you're scared. Why are you scared?
Stop being paralysed. Stop swallowing yourwords. Stop caring what other people think.
Wear what you want. Say what you want. Listen to the music you want. Play it loud as fuck and dance all night to it.
Go for a drive at midnight and forget you have school tomorrow. Stop waiting for friday.
Live now.
Do it now.
Take risks.
This life is yours.
When are you going to realise that you can do what ever you want?

I think it's worth it.
I hope it is.
The pain is coming.
The day I leave
They day I have to say goodbye.

The end is near.

"You're making a mistake."
That's what everyone is telling me.
But am I really?

Is it a mistake to be selfish for one moment in my life and be in love?
To be happier than I ever could be?
To be able to smile with out faking it?
Being so close to perfect is what I am right now with this decision.
Who are you to tell me this is a mistake?

Pretty Eyes - Alex Goot

Pretty eyes staring back at me so blue and white
The colours of the summer sky
The colours of the world
If love is blind why do I see you so clearly now?
Perfect vision of our love somehow
You take over my mind

You will NEVER know.

You don’t know the amount of tears I shed.

You don’t know how much I miss how things used to be.

You don’t know how my heart is still breaking

You don’t know the reason I’m alive is because of you.

You don’t know how hard it is to slow my heart rate when I see you.

You don’t know how hard it is to breathe without you.

You don’t know how hard it is to stop thinking about you.

You don’t know the pain you caused.

You don’t know how my heart will forever belong to you.

You don’t know I care.

All I have to say is good bye.

It would be better off that way.

But why can’t I?

Maybe its your fault maybe its mine

Either ways it’s all the fucking same

I can’t breathe.

Metaphor

'Alter ego rant time:
"Never knew you could aimlessly throw a rock into the sky and hit two birds with one rock.


Somebody seems to have done exactly this.
But what's worse is that they're getting all the blame.
And again to make it worse.
The person doing the blaming is a complete hypocrite.


So you know what,
I hear, they are happy to stay as far away as possible from both birds.
They're done getting the blame for everything and for 'ruining' their lives." '

We are all human. We all make mistakes


It's best to move on, if people no longer want you in their life,
Then Stay clear. Stay out. Move on.

Have an Inside out
Upside down
Diagonally spun night.

The Past

As today ends the memory of my little sister grows stronger.
I hope that I never lose someone so close to me again.
To go through something heartbreakingly painful.
To lose someone who mean's the world to you.
Is the very worst.
Even if I knew my sister for a limited amount of time
It still hurts to know I could have had a little sister old enough to take shopping today.
A little sister I could stand up for in High school today.
A little sister who today I could help with her homework or her everyday trouble.
Yes I do have a little sister but she is 10 not 15.
I can't do the same things for her as I will have left to start my own life.
I wish she were alive.
My Trinh you were the most perfect of all babies.
I miss you and I love you.

I can't control who leaves this life for the next, but at least I can make the best memories to hold on to if it happens.

Dear Physic's I hate you.

I was asked by my little brother today, “What’s love?”

I looked into his curious eyes and told him “Love is love, you’ll know when you’re older”

His reply “But you’re older so I’m asking you.”

For once in my life I couldn’t answer one of his question.

Through out the 9 years I’ve known him I could easily answer his question’s.

This one stumped me.

So for the last few hour’s I’ve been pondering what love it.

I used to think I knew what it was.

But now I’ve come to realise it’s not what I thought.

Love is a figment of our imagination.

It was planted into the minds of every single person

To fill a void of nothingness

And for people to have an excuse to do stupid and reckless things.

Maybe love exists but I am yet to find a definite definition 

Love makes us pursue those who wish not to be pursued

‘Love’ makes people act like idiots.

How do I know? I’ve been in ‘Love’

Rubic's

Life is like a rubic’s cube.

When it seems like your getting some where, you make one wrong move and your fucked.

OR if someone else moves it and changes where you’ve placed your colours.

You again are also fucked.

Like when someone changes your life and moves a part of your perfect set up, you’re fucked.

Life if not easy it’s like a rubic’s cube if you don’t know how to do it, you won’t get anywhere. Or if someone messed it up, you’ve got to rebuild what you’ve lost.

Secret War for Love

There are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my own inner battle just for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I must plan out my every little word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resew

All these silent actions, so you will stay a while

Keeping you around just to see you smile.

Your sense of humor I can’t live without.

I love you more than I could scream and shout.

Whenever I'm with you my heart skips a beat

Because everything about you from your head to your feet.

Makes this private battle worth everything

Whenever I’m with you I just want to sing.

Everyone says you’re a drug for me

But honestly you are my vitamin C.

Forever and ever I’ll stay by your side

To be your friend, companion and guide.

Wow.

Its my..

30th  Blog Post


oh my god.
I must blog so much useless shit.
"Yes, yes you do"


Hows the hell is it number 30?
Jeepers.
"Creepers!"
Hahaha, good one.


Any way this is part of my poem I'm writing for my Yr12 English 3B course of study.
"Sounds smart huh?"
When its done I'll post it.

There are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my very own inner battle for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I plan out my every single word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resewThere are numerous battles we must face

The hardest of all I shall embrace

For you, for love, I will battle thy self

The risk of losing you is worth thy health

In my very own inner battle for you

There are several things that I must do.

I force my heart to slow right down

Though the flutter of my heart is your favourite sound.

I plan out my every single word

So I do not sound completely absurd

I have to remember how to breathe

Before I pass out and have to leave

I must not get lost in your deep blue eyes

Being distracted, just is not wise

I watch my every step where ever we may go

The rips in my jeans I cannot resew

Its about why love is worth the inner battle we all go through.

It's an over exaggeration yeah yeah.

But I don't care (:

Have an 

Inside out

Upside down 

Diagonally spun day (:

Alex Skarsgard

Mmmm.

There's always that one person, 

No matter how long it's been 

Or how badly they've treated you

If they say I love you, 

You will say it back.