Life is such a difficult thing, you never know for sure what you're meant to be doing, or where you are really headed..
So I'm going to sit here and ponder my life. I've realised all I want in life is to be happy and vain as it is I want to be rich. I want to retire young (somewhat) and be able to travel the world.
We all know this won't happen but I will try my best.
My life isn't simple.. In fact it's complicated like Trigonometric Function's, especially when you have no idea what you're doing. Right now I have no idea what I'm doing at all. I'm confused, like I just woke up and have lost my memory. I wish things were simple.
I'm currently doing a University course at Curtin, I don't know if I like it, nor do I know if I'll pass. Uni life is hard, I'm struggling. I want to go home. I want to go back to all the things I know. I want simple. I want all these things I don't have. I want the people I love surrounding me. I want my family. I want my friends. I want a short drive to everywhere. All these things I want.. But I can't have.
Things were easy, high school was fun. I miss seeing all my beautiful friends everyday. I miss my parents. I miss my younger siblings.. As much as I'll regret saying it. I hate knowing I'm missing out on them growing up. My brother's voice sounds like it's broken. My sister has even more attitude. Hah. Didn't know she could get more but hey..
Life will never be the same, not like it was last year. After uni I have to start a life of my own and then, I will still be working my ass off for a living and my sibling's won't be my cute baby brother and sister any more.. Everything is different. Everything changed. But I want it back.
This is my Inside Out Upside Down Diagonally Spun world.
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